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Shadow in the Shape of

by Progress Band

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1.
Compartment 04:39
I stand in a window of sun with a neighbors cat just wondering exactly what its staring at 'cause I spend most of my time now gritting my teeth as I spool away the day waiting for someone to find me The words mean nothing to me Suicide comes to me when I open my eyes and I remember to forget all my friends who have died in the war against God with Satan at their side in the war against Satan with God by their side! The words mean nothing to me One more day in the search for my soul I find a tin can on the side of the road Rusty and black with it's lid long pried free I don't know what it would do if it didn't have me There's a black hat in my closet that rarely seems to fit though it was only last Sunday I got my head into it The congratulations I met was in my life unmatched and the pain in my stomach had dissolved at last The words mean nothing to me But today it's far too bright out for me to see so I'm stuck in this old cupboard full of seeds picking and choosing what might be best to plant though I have no shovel, no ho and no hat.
2.
I'm sorry For never giving any pain from me to you and so there's nothing else left for you to do the face you see looking on you from underground is the same that you saw when you're first around In this war of wars, we only met for, for a month, for a day The hero takes off his hat and makes a bow the damsel catches the next train to another town I'd like to thank the audience just for sticking around to clap your hands and spread your opinions about In this war of wars, we only met for, for a month, for a day The enemy brought the drugs and truth serum and so there's nothing left for the both of us to do but run and because there might be a weapon in every home all I can say is I'll miss you.
3.
The Devil 03:29
the devil has taken my soul though I never signed any papers and I have nothing to show 'cause the devil did me no favors There was a time when I had my feet planted firmly in the soil but there came a time when I had to eat and I had no pot to boil and now I cannot stay at home no I cannot just gnaw at this bone
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5.
The Knife 04:29
You promised me the knife But all I caught was a slice And now I feel like half a man Something I've tried, but can't make you understand I gave you a cannibal of an easter And I don't talk about it, but you're one hell of an eater But the priest and shamans heard about the feast And they made you cry and lie beneath their sheets I built you a wardrobe of scented cedar And you buried your body in every ounce of eather and to compensate, you poured out all your doctor's ether But after all of that, you're still clinging to your liter/leader Last night I had my first existential Ghosting and I almost cried for the fact you were not hosting But now I know why God could never have one man And why we have killed so God-damn many lambs
6.
Mouthblood 05:30
Let's do a slow dance have every step another year You'll feed me pain and I'll surrender you the left side of my brain and every other time I hear someone say your name a burning ache will light up some part of myself I haven't saved I stayed up nights building labyrinths for you building labyrinths so you could find me I knew I'd find you standing apart a jury of your peers flashing a noose woven of fine lace and illegal cigarettes I sent ahead to reserve my place among your suitcase and your fears But now they wait upon the tablecloth, and dinner will be set I stayed up nights building labyrinths for you building labyrinths so you could find me The last smile I saw you give was on the death of your freedom Looking manicly out the rear window behind me into the dark You said you'd left your evidence everywhere the hounds were soon to come It's sad us runners never get a holiday, no one would trust us to take part I stayed up nights building labyrinths for you building labyrinths so you could find me So I'll go on stumbling around this earth trying to face my fears Only to know some vague details of the ones you've since gathered up Until you burst into a fit of promises waving hats far and near and somehow you will still seem innocent, and say it was all bad luck I stayed up nights building labyrinths for you building labyrinths so you could find me Your cherry face is on a paper plane lying at my bedside And in my brain next to all the nonsense you thought was intuitive I know you will no longer talk me, though you never told me why Some kind of karma case you must make alone, so without you we might live I stayed up nights building labyrinths for you building labyrinths so you could find me I spent that winter alone freezing to death north of here in a broken town like an old man stuck in the attic who wont leave his memories studyin' a photograph of you, to see if I could make your darkness out distilled from deaths you've yet to see, so you say, so you'll make it be.
7.
There's a cult of criminals who wear a bandage on each sleeve and stay up nights running in place to relive our memories we do not mind when the paper comes and shows our face still there are some things we would like to replace the sun rises every day and sets every night the times we share won't be empty or make it to the light We don't have to give this up You pour another drink for good measure I agree it measures well it's the best we'll ever do to lose our fear of hell we are older than any book you've ever read older than the ruler religion law belief and when you've grown old lived and been forced into the hills its an unwritten law we will be here still We don't have to give this up
8.
1 I have walked across every man I have met I have run bleeding from set to set Making sure there were no ants following to drink the red nectar of my learning My Foot is Bleeding! where there was doubt I broke through the walls where there was fear I punctured our raft until the blood was as high as the clouds until only our confusion was left My Foot is Bleeding! 2 on my shield I wrote in pencil lead God loves only the knees eternally red but I erased it and I used pen instead those who will die are only those who're dead Friends sewed drugs into my clothing it took me months to wash them down and with diamonds my mind they were luring so I ingested puzzles and talked like a clown. My Foot is Bleeding! 3 Memories come back sporadically I once had a man in a clamp, unable to move he cursed all but me, it was no crime as he struggled hard, almost wore his bones through My Foot is Bleeding! At night bloodstains appear vividly though I cannot tell which came from me 'cause I only remember cooking, fighting, crying, loving and running
9.
The Mess 03:32
the only thing that I see is a a bra standing in the corner staring at me through an unbut- toned polo tee sort of garment there seems to be a coil pul- sating in my ear but the on- ly thing I seem to hear are the faces far and near glistening in a naked fear given up to scowls and laughter. As I cross the divide my skin goes from red to white and my blood follows soon after cold nights bring cold nights and reveling in drunken fights as I pass the flights and flights trying to absorb the hanging lights in order to fix my wire the Sociologists collect in throngs trying to decide what they did wrong as I hear the one who lives with me pulling strings of jealousy and playing his part to the T in only later to admit that he has done his best to master mediocrity to obtain the bouncing god we are all seeking I spread white glue all over my face hoping to achieve temporary stasis and I make myself a foreign meal with foreign utensils and a foreign grill which I force the gaggle to bear witness to who chew their cud to keep their attri- butes and recoil when I speak of ancient kings, shrewd but without lux- ury who built their castles in the sky and surrendered them know ing they would die and who in fact did die some time later. As my second face begins to melt I make my way to bed and release my belt given 5 minutes to fall asleep as noise comes through the walls incessantly before my cohabitant returns in vio- lent glee to kick his brain ex- statically in preparation for a game he plays alone now.
10.
When I look in the mirror, the face I see seems much more innocent than me But I take a hint, I don't close my eyes I accept I'm criminal, and I use my disguise My foot is bleeding Now I have enemies turned ones which never I would have believed and they say from me much they've learned though they see not my scars, nor sigh heaved My foot is bleeding some do raise their eyes in a greeting some bare a frown far more than fleeting I just seek one unlearned in this race so I break the air with a scarf, not my face My foot is bleeding I have seen the world, and the world has waved goodbye So I sit around this town, watching God multiply I ask what I can do, there is no reply So I sit around watching love grow old and die My foot is bleeding
11.
Simple Songs 01:54
I write simple songs now I write simple songs now I write simply songs now I write simple songs now 'Cause there was too much to believe 'cause everyone told me to take it easy 'cause I still have so much to say before I let them take me away I write simple songs now I write simple songs now I write simply songs now I write simple songs now 'Cause it's sunlight that keeps my fears away and to a sunny audience is who I play 'Cause I have had much too much to drink and I would prefer not to speak I write simple songs now I write simple songs now I write simply songs now I write simple songs now

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released November 29, 2013

Backing vocals and outro on Post-War (Apartment) written and recorded by Julian Wong
It Was a Slow Day written and recorded by Christoffer Schunk (christofferschunk.com)
Drums on Boat to Japan Part I by Chris Burns
Boat to Japan Part II recorded by Chris Burns
All other drums are by "Mike the Drummer," edited by Zarko
All other songs written and recorded by Zarko
Mixed by Chris Burns
Mastered by Roger Seibel at SAE Mastering
Cover photo by Jonathan Baldari

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