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Of the two I would take
both of you give me the
chance to have it all
like I used to in youth
burning full
My arms can still lift this weight
Wait I'll still make it out someday
My body still looks the same
But it feels different today
Sublime it was when I worked so well
to have food on the table
I believe in love it seems to me
but love cannot get here
Now I work for the man, a stepping stone on the way to somebody else's plan
paved with cement boxes and bodies
bloated to the skin with pain and vulgar language
essence/fluorescents take me home
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Yes or No
03:39
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I can never just say yes or no
I never know where my heart will go
My past is a feeling my future is gone
If you have the answer won't you let us know
We're two people waiting for the snow to go,
two people waiting for the snow to grow cold
I can never just say yes or no
I never know where my heart will go
I couldn't see you are the only one,
the only you in this sky of election
Instead I've been raining all down on my body
with the fire of a dying prodigy
I can never just say yes or no
I never know where my heart will go
You had the choice with the dead or undone
I've endured them like friends in the run
all on their way to the man with his gun
but you took your patience, kept your head in the sun
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I thought I'd play by the rules, but the rules played me
You made me a criminal for wanting to be free
Dark obsessions won't help anyone.
Canister shot in the dark, old dog lying down to die in the car's park
I was a man of the sea, but the ground was supporting my feet
The moon I ran into you was the same my mind stopped obeying me
And health is a black hole meant to suck up all this alcohol
not unlike the one you gave to me
When the clock goes off I walk to the bus stop
I watch the birds fly by, I listen to their cry
Sometimes I lie in bed trying to keep an empty head
or talk to the sunshine kids about the weather
Oh material world, why can't you leave me be
I've been done by every lie you've made people feed me
and I've no need of you or your society
You were lying where I'd left you when all of those leaves had fallen down
and there was nothing I could do to sweep away all of that awful brown
Horror and animals from my past were giving me dreams I could not say
And how you cut your life in pieces, things I could never understand
The comfort that you lay beside me; I became a feather of a man
When I woke from the drunk, I thought I was always asleep
My soul was not made for your taking
it's the only thing I was not faking
Oh spiritual world, why can't you leave me
You've made my consciousness a string that picks up everything
Everything everything everything everything
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Three Years Ago
05:05
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Three years ago I walked into
a trap that I had set for you
I don't know where I was to go
I just know what I have to show
Now I have a memory of the mess I'd made
They told me to, they told me no
I just said I was the one to know
I had the time, I drank it down
the time it took me to get on the ground
I had the time, you gave it to me
the time it took to understand your body
I took the pill, I stood up straight
I tried to be the man I was too late
Three years ago I walked into
a trap that I had set for you
Your youth was mine, a crying shame
we walked back through dishing out the blame
You were my friend, I hated you
You tried to run, I tried it too
And now we are the stars in the sky
surrounded by the black unending night
And now we are just two stars in the sky
surrounded by a black unending night
I tried to walk, you gave the shove
but I could never get our feet unstuck
We had our fun, we had our doubts
none of which we knew a thing about
It's blame for me, but more for you,
can't you see it's everything you do?
Can't you see your red and I'm blue?
I compromised, you closed your eyes
now I can't forget what I want
the times you spent sitting by my side
the times I had with you by my side
the times I had sitting by your side
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City Gritty
04:16
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Filling all your time with diseases and pain
'cause there's nothing you know but the rain
Walking all night below fluorescent lights
just thinking of reasons to fight
You have a black-blood taste in your mouth
but it might just be something you ate
And a kitchen that'd make lucifer laugh
but you're not worried 'cause you guard well your gate
And it's everything they told you it would be
and it's your ontology that keeps you on the brink
And it's everything they told you it would be
and it's your history that keeps you at the sink
A letter called you up to the throne of the city
a step and a stumble, every footstep gritty
but for a second your eyes strayed from the ground
and you wouldn't admit it, but your god you had found
And it's everything they told you it would be
and it's your ontology that keeps you on the brink
And it's everything they told you it would be
and it's your history that keeps you at the sink
I must sleep off the death hanging over me
'cause I have been poisoned by life
I've been listlessly listing the things that have hurt me
I must sleep, I must eat, I must dream
And it's everything they told you it would be
and it's your ontology that keeps you at the brink
And it's everything they told you it would be
and it's your history that keeps you at the sink
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I Know How It Starts
05:11
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I had a friend who put his faith in a faith that he made up
and it was good as long as he stayed an alien to love
but along came a spider gave hime fangs, heart and soul
He pulled his arm away in time but the throbbing never dulls
Now we have the freedom that comes with the alternative to being dead
She said all I want is to be free from fear of death
I said no you don't that could be all you have left
I disappeared, when I returned she would not speak to me
though she had everything she wanted as far as I could see
Johnny left his room only once a day
to pick up a sandwich from the deli down the way
and once a month to keep his innocence away
Until his momma found him and had him taken away
(now we don't see you no more johnny)
Now we have the freedom that comes with the alternative to being dead
A rich and sickly girl told me that I know how it starts
and if you want to see the ending it isn't very far
But she escaped, she made the break and she cured herself
and now we have a new beginning to rise above the filth
Now we have the freedom that comes with the alternative to being dead
We once had a love that could not be held in our hands
Our families told our history and the future was made of plans
But time rolls forward eating the road we walked up from
and now there's a gap in language and a blur where we came from
And now we have the freedom that comes with the alternative to being dead
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